I have made mistakes that I regret deeply. I wish I had never seen a ranch saddle. Zum got seriously hurt by the ranch saddle accident. Now I cannot ride Zum and he still refuses the saddle. Before the ranch saddle accident, I was riding Zum on the trails. I need to stop beating myself up for the past. What I do to repair my mistakes is what counts. I will learn from my bad experiences and never do the same mistake again. From this day forward, I will never let Zum get hurt when I am with him. He needs to trust that I will protect him from danger.