Just the thought of selling Zum is the dark night of my soul. There has to be a solution to his panic attacks! I called a few horse trainers today. One trainer suggested getting an air gun and shooting it near Zum as he is tied up to a fence. Eventually, Zum should get used to popping sounds. A few trainers agreed that if a rider can successfully stay on Zum after he rears and bucks, Zum may learn to stop doing it. I fly when Zum rears and bucks. And I hurt myself seriously when I land. I cannot keep injuring my body. I know that Zum needs help. And I need help finding help for him!